Felix Ever After
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| Author | Kacen Callender |
|---|---|
| Language | English |
| Genre | Young adult novel |
| Publisher | Balzer + Bray |
Publication date | May 12, 2020 |
| Publication place | United States |
| Pages | 368 |
| ISBN | 978-0-06-282025-9 |
Felix Ever After is a young adult novel written by Kacen Callender and published in 2020 by Balzer + Bray. The story is narrated by a Black trans teen as he grapples "with identity and self-discovery while falling in love for the first time".[1] Felix Ever After was a 2021 Stonewall Honor Book and one of Time's "100 Best YA Books of All Time".[2][3]
Felix Ever After follows Felix Love, a seventeen-year-old Black trans boy who attends the competitive Brooklyn art school, St. Catherine's, on a scholarship.[4][5][6] He has been out for a few years and has queer friends, of various racial backgrounds and from very wealthy families.[5][6] Felix's mom left when he was 10. His dad supports Felix's top surgery and hormone therapy but deadnames him.[6]
Felix is a painter and creates acrylic portraits in the book.[7] He hopes to get an art scholarship to Brown University and competes for the single spot with Declan, who is the ex of Felix's best friend, Ezra. Ezra begins to grow distant from Felix when dating Austin.[6] Felix is a hopeless romantic but unsure if he'll find someone who loves him for himself, including his intersecting identities.[4][8]
An anonymous student hacks into Felix's Instagram account and posts his pre-transition photos and dead name in the school's art gallery, followed by a barrage of transphobic messages.[4][6] Felix deals with the trauma of these attacks, and he grapples with his identity, friendships, and relationship to love in their aftermath.[5] He guesses Declan is behind them and seeks revenge by catfishing him on Instagram, while trying to determine whether Declan or someone else was responsible.[4][8][9]
Felix's plan results in a love triangle when he learns more about Declan and his feelings for Felix.[7] Felix also faces the prejudice of his ex Marisol, who says that Felix is anti-woman because he has transitioned.[9] He faces transphobia from other people throughout the book as well, including from queer people who he thought were his friends.[4] Eventually, Felix learns more about love, including how to love himself and face his fears around being worthy of love.[7][10]