Retake (2016 film)

The mysterious Jonathan (Tuc Watkins) travels to San Francisco and looks to hire a male escort. He initially hires Scotty (Kit Williamson), but it does not go well. He returns to the streets and finds an unnamed hustler (Devon Graye). After a night of sex and Polaroids, Jonathan offers to pay the escort to accompany him on a road trip to the Grand Canyon, no questions asked. Eager to leave his own life behind, the escort accepts and the two start out on a road trip through the American Southwest. Jonathan asks the hustler to go by the name “Brandon.” The two have an immediate connection, and Jonathan starts to have the escort wear specific clothes and put on specific attitudes. The escort investigates and finds a photo of someone named “Brandon” in Jonathan's shaving kit. Instead of leaving, he cuts his hair to match the photo. Their connection grows as they continue on their trip. “Brandon” pushes Jonathan to open up and have fun while Jonathan pushes him to continue playing the role. One night, Brandon is able to get Jonathan out of his shell by getting him to skinny dip in a hotel pool, where they are caught by an adventurous straight couple, James (Derek Phillips) and Iris (Sydelle Noel). Jonathan sneaks out of the hotel and listens to a mysterious tape of someone singing.

They continue their road trip and run into Iris and James again at a local bar. Brandon incorporates them into the evening and is able to get Jonathan to loosen up more, even dancing with Iris. On a drunken ride back to their motel, Brandon gets Jonathan to pull over and open up a bit. Instead of talking, they share a dance in front of headlights, where Jonathan talks about how he was always looking to the future, never to the present. Brandon feels for him, and they return to the motel.

The next morning, Jonathan is mugged outside of the hotel room and returns nursing a bruise. Brandon calms him down but feels something is off. He goes outside to check a packet of old Polaroids and finds out most of the trip — including the mugging — is all fake, a setup to relive a road trip with the real Brandon (Andrew Asper). The hustler confronts Jonathan about the whole thing being fake, even their natural chemistry. Jonathan reveals that Brandon died of an overdose on their road trip, and he's merely trying to relive it. Angered, he pays off the hustler who leaves.

Jonathan sadly goes through his old Polaroids of the original Brandon, his lover, and we see their original road trip from years prior. The hustler hitches a ride from a local woman, Debbie (Jody Jaress). In the motel room, Jonathan finishes listening to the old tape recorder — Brandon singing to him before he died. The hustler and Jonathan meet at a bar where Brandon tells his story and reveals he was kicked out of his house as a teen and started hustling because he didn't know what else to do. He laments that he doesn't know who he is or what he wants, but Jonathan does. They both agree to start over and the hustler reveals his name, Adam from Dayton, Ohio. They reconnect emotionally at the motel, staying up all night talking.

The next morning, Adam finds Jonathan gone with an envelope of money for a bus ride home. He goes to the bus station to buy a ticket back to Dayton as Jonathan finishes his drive to the Grand Canyon, alone but strengthened by his connection with Adam. He stares at the emptiness of the Grand Canyon and an uncertain future.

• Tuc Watkins as Jonathan
• Devon Graye as Adam
• Derek Phillips as James
• Sydelle Noel as Iris
• Kit Williamson as Scotty
• Andrew Asper as Brandon
• Jody Jaress as Debbie